wanna know something? 

you’re amazing.
just saying it as it is init.
i know you don’t see yourself as amazing but in my eyes are you, okay?
i love you as you are, that’s it.

when I tell you ‘everything’s gonna be okay’ I do mean it.
you will be free from all this shit soon.
you deserve happiness and we will get you there eventually.
it just takes time, okay?

haven’t been on here in like forever. 

but hi.
i love you.
you’re an amazing bestfriend and i really mean that. 

to me you’re just absolutely incredible and i seriously mean it, honest to god i’ve never ever met anyone like you, you’re one in a fucking zillion.
there is nobody out of the 7 billion cunts on this earth who could or will ever replace you.
you’re just you.
there are so many ways and words i could use to describe you with and there still wouldn’t be enough ways and words to describe you.
you’re indescribable for all of the right reasons.
you’re my bestfriend and i wouldn’t ever change anything about you, in my eyes, you’re truly perfect.
if only you could see that.
it really is a proper shame because me and so many others see it and i’m sure we always will see it.
i hope you never ever change anything about yourself.
you’re perfect just the way you are.
every little thing about yourself, that all makes you the beautiful human being you are.
i would do anything to prove to you that you really are perfect.
i would do anything to see you smile.
i would do anything to take your pain away and make everything okay for you.
i know you’re strong and i know you can keep hanging in there when things get hard.
i believe in you; i always will.
i will seriously never give up on you.
i’m always here if you ever need me.
thank you for being there for me, really, i pretty much have nobody but you’ve always been there.
i will never go leaving you so don’t you go leaving me. 
i’m afraid of losing you if i’m quite honest, but i hope i never will because quite frankly, i need you
you are one of my inspirations okay.
simply because of all the things you’ve been though and you’re still going.
i seriously adore you.
please smile at least once a day.
it looks incredible on you.
you smile, i smile. 

I will never give up on you.
I wil never leave you.
I will never lose faith in you.
I’ll be here to help when times are rough.
I’ll be going though it all with you, every step of the way, I’ll be there.

How are you?
I hope you’re alright.
Don’t worry about school you’ll be fine, I promise you.
Just fuck anyone who does anything to hurt you, okay?
Keep a smile pained on your face.
You’re strong, you can get though it.
I’m just right here if you need me.
Just remember that I love you very much.

People like you only come around once in your whole life, and when you lose them, well that’s it, they’re gone.
I will not be one of the fucking retarded people that have let you go, you’re stuck with me till you die.

just close your eyes,
the sun is going down,
you’ll be alright,
no one can hurt you now,
come morning light,
you and i’ll be safe and sound. 

just a few things i would do for you. 

dry your tears.
just sit and cuddle with you.
give you my last chicken nugget.
try to name all of the great things about you.
run to your house when needed.
let you go on my ipad.
sit and listen to all of the things you’re thinking.
make you a cd of all the songs that remind me of you. 
talk to you about random shit to distract your mind. 
hold you while you cried and tell you how everything will be alright. 
stay awake talking to you ‘till i know you’re fully okay.
sit and watch all of your favorite films with you.
take your anger or frustration out on me.
show you the most embarrassing picture i have of myself to make you laugh.
take you in town on those days when you just can’t stay in your house.
put the hose pipe on you when you’re too lazy to shower.
take you to mcdonalds and buy you a big mac.
buy you one of the boxes of the 12 doughnuts from krispy kreme and ram them in your gob.
die in a game of temple run.
kiss your cuts.

you are pretty much the only person i would seriously do anything for.
i would happily pick you over everyone else because you’ve helped me in a way nobody else has.
you are seriously the only person i trust with anything.
i’ve never met anyone like you and i hope you stay in my life for a long long time.